Parents made the mistake of buying house with my rageful, meth-addicted brother & his bouts of anger scared off all the caregivers. So many late nite calls from agencies, finally he threatened to burn down the house & Mom ended up in a not great NH since it was an emergency placement & I ended up in the psychiatric ward for a week. I feel too guilty to resign as POA but am pretty certain I’ll kill myself if I don’t. I am very weak & feel completely broken by the past 6 years. Sorry, just need to tell someone. I know I sound like a big baby.