Had total hysterectomty and they found my colon was wrapped around my left ovary and found a tumor with pre cancer in my right. They did a total hyst. 3 months later everything fine next month 1 day spotting. Another month goes by and nothing then 3 months spotting again. Very little now. 11 month and again here we go. Just had my hand worked on and had cancer taken out of my hand. but this is getting old. I'm so worried on what to do. I can't go back again through surgery if that's what they want. I'm just so confused and scared. Depressed I miss my son, in heaven, I am just a mixed up person in life and almost giving up.
I know how overwhelming and depressing major illness can be, dealing with all the stress of not knowing and then the treatment that makes you feel worse than the disease did so I say this with some experience, take someone you trust with you to the doctors appointment, don't face this alone and have lunch or do something fun and distracting first with them. Try to find positives in it all because your frame of mind truly does make a difference. I'll be thinking of you.