Ok, first, I will admit that I have been marveling in my much needed r and r for the past twelve days; although it has been bittersweet. Mom has been in the facility almost two weeks and I haven't gone to visit her. I have talked to her a couple times on the phone. I know I have to go see her but after I get myself ready and head up there, I am overcome with anxiety and a "fear" of going. I feel like a major jerk and I have tried but I always turn around and come home. Any input on this?