Not sure if the heat/weather is making my depression worse, but just woke up in tears this morning. I think over lots of things, not one thing in particular. I was released from a job I enjoyed for 11 years due to a medical issue, Mom had a stroke the year following, so I was and have been able to help with her. I miss work now and the socializing. My husband said there may be an opening when she works, just in a different part of the company, but it doesn’t require any added education beyond what I have. Sounds good, but then I would be working 5 days a week and even less to make sure mom is taken care of where she’s living. She is stable, and I realize so many families have to go back to work right after something like this happening to a family member, so I am very thankful for this three years. It’s getting to me though. I’m 46 and worries I will spend my time like this and wish I had been working later when I look back. Not 100% sure how I would feel also working with people my husband works with off and on. He’s a different type of “nerd” than I am, so I worry I would be like a third wheel with so many like him. Am I over thinking or should I pick a friend to make some decisions for me? LOL I feel like my head is full of cotton and have lost the ability to make decisions clearly since my world has been so small for so long.