I have type 1 diabetes and lupus also severe PTSD from years of physical abuse. I want to take care of him but there are days when I myself can’t move due to the lupus and the stress is keeping my sugar in the 400’s. When he gets mad and goes into a rage he wants to hurt the caregivers which is me and my husband. Spine collapsed and just had surgery for twisted small intestine that they say will take a year to recover from. We have taken him to senior care at the hospital several times for violent behavior. He wanted to shoot us but we had removed the guns from the house and so he tried to grab scissors that someone dropped from their purse and tried to stab my husband. They keep telling us that he has to come home with us that they can’t find placement. We are the legal guardians for him. I just don’t know what to do anymore. We don’t feel safe in our own home. However we want the best for him. Please help.