I have an autistic 5 year old and my 38 year old husband inexplicably lost the use of his entire left side 5 months ago and I have been caring for them both all alone. Lately I've been angry, sick with a neverending cold, and crying all the time. But in public everyone thinks I've got it all together, and I'm doing a great job. I just need a break, I'm so tired of worrying, and I'm always on my feet. I'm tired. Help.