My Mom passed away 1/5/14. My mom had a heart attack on Christmas eve, then to rehab then back to the hospital, then was to come home on hospice but passed the day they were to bring her home. My partner and I are still in shock and grieving and that's natural but as I stated we have spent so much time caring for my step-dad for two years, then my mom for five we are lost as to what to do next. I work full time and went back asap to stay busy and do any crying at night. We both love each other deeply but the time spent being as caregiver has has taken a toll on us as a couple not noticed until now. I feel we are starting all over again with our lives and not even sure where to start. Has anyone else felt this way and do you have any advice? We still enjoy each others company, love each other but seem to only be able to talk about her final wishes, things to do, clean out, give away, sell etc. but nothing for ourselves.