When my baby was born, few months later, my mother in law have retina tear in her left eye, went forward for surgery. Few days after surgery, she went to clean up the house and I told her not to. Few months later, went back to see specialist. She was asked to do another surgery. Due to cost, seek another opinion from another hospital. Before the second surgery, I quickly get a helper to make sure she has adequate rest to get back her vision. 2 years later, due to commitment, I decided to end the helper contract. I need to help up with some household chores. Few months after my helper left, my maternal family have issues. My sister got admitted to hospital due to paranoid delusions, after she got sacked. In her delusions, she says she kiss my husband. In my heart, I was wondering is it I am then too successful that cause her to be in this state. Unable to face her then, I did not visit her in the hospital. I started to stop working, being absorbed in my fears that if I am better, my sister condition will worsen. My parents getting to be in their mid sixties. And the house gets more messy. My dad decided to retire. After 6 months of my sister being hospitalized, I finally got courage to see her. Telling myself I got to see her twice a week for at least one month. After one month of seeing her in hospital, I decided to see her once a week. For over 3 or 4 months, she start to get better. Able to eat on her own, and now she is going to go through rehab for another 2 months. If everything went well, she will be able to discharge from hospital. Now my job is having lesser income, I am asking myself who can I depend on? Who can help me get through this? I don't have an answer. My husband can't help me take over my financial commitments. Feeling despaired and energy drain... How long do I need to take care of others? Can they fend for themselves and don't bother me anymore. I have enough stuff on my plate already... Anyone can show me some light?