My mom lived with me here in UT for four months and couldn't breath here because of her COPD. Took her back to my sister's in NY and still having issues breathing. She is not talking to people who we can't see and and halucinating sometimes. She is up most of the night doing this for the last couple of nights except last night my sis told me she slept the entire night without having to get up to go to the bathroom. Very strange for my mom as she usually gets up 5-8 times a night. Hospice was called in today and they informed us that she may be with us from 2-3 months. They said she was in her last stage of life. I am a mess. I cry all the time. I feel like I didn't do what I should have done for her while she was here. I lost my patence way too fast but was frustrated that all she wanted to do was sleep. I was so stupid because I know this is not what she chooses to do but what her body is demanding. I said my goodbyes when I dropped her off at my sister's home but I feel like I need to be there by her side when she goes. This is so difficult because I live way across the map and have a child and husband that still needs me here. I know no one but God knows when her time to be in Heaven with Jesus is, but how do I prepare for this? I am 47 years old and feel like a child who is lost. This is not about me, I understand that, but I have no control over this situation and I don't know what to do. I ask for prayers to get my mom through her transition as peaceful as possible. As for me, I hope I can be strong in her time of need.