My beautiful Mom died 2 days ago. It's hit me so much harder than I thought. I've been with her and her caregiver for 10 years and now, I have no purpose. I don't have a family or kids..I can't think of any enjoyment in the future because she won't be here to share it with me. I'm going to talk to my doctor tomorrow. I also feel angry at others who are mourning because they barely came to see her and have no idea what real grief feels like.
I'm a mess and scared.