I am so alone. I don't have anyone. I just don't know where to turn. My health is going down hill. I even have thoughts of taking my own life. There is so much more that I could write a book. I am so depressed. That isn't even a strong enough word to describe how I feel. I am single and 53 with NO life what so ever. I am at their beck -n call 24/7. So alone and so miserable. I need help.