I quit my job almost four years ago and have been her 24/7 caregiver ever since; have four sibs; one helps, watches her when I get groceries; no one else will help and I have asked many, many times. Mom is getting to where nothing is left of the person she used to be; she is now angry, verbally abusive, short tempered. I have PTSD (childhood incident), depression and anxiety. I am at the end of my rope, but my savings have long since been depleted and we cannot afford to pay for help. At times I feel as though I will literally go crazy, it is a never ending heartbreak to see my Mom slowly slip away from me. Any ideas for us? Thanks.