I am trying to be grateful she is doing well, but is it wrong to hope she was able to stay? Our lives are on hold between my father in law and my mom my brother is done with her we have to drive to Illinois every week to cut her grass and all the unending I have been with her for 20 days straight and she really is doing well.
Home health someone is there everyday, she has an emergency alert and my husband is so amazing he comes down on his days off and does everything for her. he fixed her leaky bathroom sink but the plumbing is so bad it falls apart in your hands so we had to get a plumber to finish everything the worst thing is is that she is so nice to everybody else but no matter what I do it’s never enough. W
hen we were at the doctor she said that when my brother died she had my daddy but with him passing she has no one to talk about hurting. the crazy thing is is she stated that she had to get through losing her child by herself she wanted this bedroom set up for her she is a hoarder and then one wall was full of mold my husband took a whole day just to take care of it and when we went back to Illinois after Wisconsin I asked her if she is going to sleep in her bedroom. We will see. I responded by saying how much work lee did she did but Friday night she slept in the chair and I walked out to the family room and she is sitting on the floor she slid off the chair then she is diabetic and is refusing to eat I was crying every 10 minutes down there.
She even accused me of taking her 20 dollar bill. I finally got it through her head it was mine besides all this work lee is doing take materials and we have spent around 500 already. She has this money for this shower she is paying us back I even walked in the bank to get my name on her savings account she wanted it and I broke down. I have a really good friend who works there. I need to stop worrying about what she is doing with my brother and I need to put some boundaries up and respond by telling her I will not be spoken to that way I feel so absent from my life my husband actually took me to the Marriott for a break she was fine for the night I know I have to take care of myself but I am being stupid and punishing myself like the way she is treating me so I am losing weight really fast and only I can do it I don’t know if anyone can follow me but thank you for letting me get this out.