My mom is just laying around the house very gloomy. She keeps wanting to go to the doctor every other week. She is a Bipolar Narsissist but she used to be really sweet & funny. Now all we see is the opposite. She saves that sweetness for everyone else. She is really mean to me, her only 24/7 caregiver. I'm tired of feeling like I am nothing & everyone else is perfect. I TRY my BEST! I WANT TO HELP HER! BUT I WANT HER TO LOVE ME BACK! I AM WORN OUT PHYSICALLY & MENTALLY! I AM ON MY OWN WITH MOM. NO HELP AT ALL! WHAT CAN I DO? I NEED A BREAK! ANY ADVICE TO MAKE HER WANT TO LIVE LIFE & BE HAPPY IN HER GOLDEN YEARS! SHES KILLING ME SLOWLY. MY HEART LITERALLY HURTS & I CRY AT THE CRUELTY OF HER MEANNESS. I LOVE MY MOM D/K WHAT TO DO. She is on antidepressants already!
LOST & ALONE.