She has had repeated UTIs and now they tell me her urine has tested positive for ecoli and they suspect she has a leaking fistula. In order to do the exam to determine if she does have the fistual, they would have to sedate her. I am just not sure that I want to put her through all of this at her age and at the stage of her life. She cannot walk, has to be fed, does not talk - just makes noises, has to wear diapers and does not even realize that she is in the world. So sad.