Mom lives with my family/me in our home. I can not put her in a home! Shes my MOM! But i'm burnt out! I have NOBODY BUT MY HUSBAND & children helping! My marriage is suffering due to the tension I have. Im scared & Im tired! I have 2 siblings but one lives out of town the other just got CANCER FREE a mth ago! Thats IT no other help we also need financial help we are struggling due to OUR CHILDRENS ILLNESSES. My lil girl has Tuberous Sclerosis ( multiple tumors throughout organs) so alot of Hospital copays! My son has Autism & that alone can stress me out. I love my family but Im RUN DOWN! & NOW MOM BARELY WALKS, NOR WANTS TO DO THINGS, she is Bipolar/Depressive and a Narcissist! Im going crazy my medical issues are not that good either. I just can not handle much more! To top things my siblings are angry at each other for reasons that are pretty major. But its CHRISTMAS We should come together as a tiny family for MOMMA! I see her declining they care but apparently not much! Its ridi ulous really! We lost dad, our brother, & momma looks lil bad. I cant do it all! I just need advice on anyone who can give me a weekend break! & advice on How can i keep doing this all? Shes heavy & my back hurts, i have herniated discs already! If something happens to momma my conscience is clear we have beautiful moments sometimes! But i know i have been here 24/7 for her she knows too sometimes! At times this cute lil old lady makes me feel like TRASH!!! At TIMES!