My mom was on hospice and had a very challenging Saturday evening. I gave her meds to calm her down and she fell asleep. I'd been up with her the night before and was running on very little sleep. I fell asleep after 10pm and when I woke up at 3 am she had died. I don't know exactly when it happened (was it the 20th or 21st??) I was in the room with her but was not holding her hand. She looked exactly like she did when I fell asleep so I'm sure she just drifted off but I can't get over that I don't know exactly when it happened. Since she was on hospice they just swooped in and took care of everything. She was my best friend. How can I possibly get over the fact I was asleep when it happened? Thank you for all of the support.