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When I was very young, my mom began helping caregive for my grandmother. As years passed and she got sicker, she stayed with us more and more. It was very stressful on me growing up (I had 3 ulcers by the time I was 21) and it was hard on my parents and their health. I told my grandparents once that they were taking my mom from me because she was so sick and I felt it was in part to caregiving and the stress on her body.
Fast foward a couple of decades and my husband is going through a caregiving situation with his dad. This was a man who did manual labor, was independant but I told my husband: here are the signs to looks for and here is what you are facing. It has all unfolded like I told him it would. I learned from past experience what it takes to caregive and what it does to a family and rarely it is positive. My husband has opted for a nursing home for his dad. There will be no inheritance and that is fine. My FIL worked the house and income out and the money might as well take care of him in his old age. It is also safer and less stressful for our family.
I think I am one of the younger posters on here (43) but I wanted to ask: have you thought about where you will go or what you will do when you are in your parents or in-law's situation? My daughter is only 8 but I have actually sat many envenings and thought to myself, "how could I love this child so much and then ask her to give up life as she knows it, time with her children, possibly her job and take care of me?"
I read so many times about how parents took care of you when you were young and how you owe them but I would honestly hate to think that everything I am doing for my daughter now that I am setting up some kind of emotional bank account to call in the loan later. I mean there is honestly all the difference in the world between being in your 20's or 30's and taking care of a toddler who weighs a few pounds and being in your 50's or 60's and taking care of an often 200 pound adult who is strong enough to do some real damge with a hit or throwing a chair or in some cases getting hold of a firearm.
I have told my family that I am fine with a nursing home. I don't see myself as too good to go to one and if I end up on the Medicaid side, then that is the card I am dealt. I just can't stand the thought of my daughter pulling me, lifing me, rupturing herself (like my mom did) and ending up resenting me and having horrible memories replace the good ones.
Your thoughts/plans?

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Yes, exactly feel the same as you, and I'm 62. I would Never ask or expect my kids to give up years between 40 and 70. My God-- that is almost one's entire productive adult life! I feel now as I did in my 40s. Actually, I am more physically active and stronger. If my Mother had not been set up financially by her last husband, I would have been less willing to be accommodating and would have insisted my sister participate instead of letting her get away with all her phony bs.
My kids don't like to talk about it, but after each of them visit their grandmother, I have a quick but serious talk with each of them. If I start to get like her ( but I am not like her physically, emotionally, intellectually) they are to let me find a cave and I will go hide like a sick cat. I'm making my deals with God NOW. Adios , xo
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I have money set aside but it isn't going to be enough to care for me until I die. I didn't have children until I was 41 so I have a 20 year old daughter which is like having a granddaughter age wise. I cannot stand the thought of her losing or ruining her life because of me being sick and needing care. She has already voiced that my mother who has dementia, is "killing us all." As gross as this sounds I would rather drive out into the middle of the desert and take a bottle of pills than to do this to my daughter. I have lost the last 15+ years of my life, I do not want to do this to her.
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I hope that I will get to live with my daughter at some point, because that might be cool to share her life and get to know her future kids. I do NOT want her to dedicate her life to changing my Depends and taking me to the doctor. Even if I resist, she MUST put me into the NH as soon as I become more than a minor inconvenience. I trust she will, because she is loving, but not much of a martyr. Good for both of us.
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Reply to joycews and Jinx4740....No I was sick first and my parents brought my daughter and I to their home until I got better, then I took care of my Aunt, my father, my BIL and now my Mom. I felt I owed it to them for what they did for me. I honestly thought my Mom might last 2-3 years after my father died in 2006, but I think she will outlive me at times. The anger and violence and yelling has taken it's toll on us all. I too hope and pray that my mother will pass away in her sleep. I use to hate the thought of losing her, now I think I would feel relief. As an adult she had become my best friend, but that part of her left a long time ago. Seeing this happening has really made me think about what my daughter could be faced with someday and I do not want her to have to endure this again.
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I think about this almost everyday. I'm 44 and cared for my dad in my home for 5 years until he went into a nursing home for 6 months. He died a month ago. And while I loved my dad very much the stress and strain of being his caregiver/advocate/companion made me want to NEVER EVER put my daughter in that spot. My mom had a huge hand in caring for her mom and I saw what that did to her and my mom and dad vowed that that would never happen to me but it did. So now I swear to my daughter that it will never happen to her. She'll never be my caregiver. If I have to commit suicide in 30 years to prevent it that's what I'll do. I don't have a dime to stash away for my future and that worries me everyday too. I think it's because my dad died not so long ago that I have such morbid thoughts right now. Picturing myself in a nursing home, alone, wanting to be with my family, etc.

This is a good topic.
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Make plans...
Washington state...
Oregon...
Assisted suicide legal
IF you want it, it should be
I only advocate it for anothers if they wanted it when competent.
Why treat our dogs, cats & horses better than persons sick & in pain?
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Hmmm.. It would be in my mind "what if" something happens tomorrow that will change my life? Something I would not want to miss, part of the plan that completes my purpose while on the planet...just playing Angel's advocate:) xo
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There is hospice to keep the dying comfortable. This is not personal, nor is it about anyone's opinion, but life is more than the condition of the physical body. I'm not arguing with you, just stating a broader concept of life. I have experienced suicide in my family and with friends. I'm familiar with the act. If you don't believe that there is another aspect of life than the physical, then you should do whatever you want. Happy Landing:) xo
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In this economy and with Obamacare looming, I'll be lucky to live in a cardboard box in my old age. Can't save a dime these days with the skyrocketing costs.
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Yes Christina, there IS always that, but THAT is the point: what's on YOUR mind about crossing over may not be on MY mind. In our society, this is mostly a taboo topic that SHOULD be part of ethical and mindful education. What l believe and want for myself should neither be forced upon you nor should you be able to prevent me and vice versa. It should be about CHOICE. And then there are those we must make decisions for. I am a believer that l must move my ego out of the way and do for them what they'd have done for themselves, if they could have. It surely helps ti know their desires ahead of time so we can carry out those choices with respect to their dignity and quality of life.
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