I am taking moms loss well. There is no need to be sad. Mom is now at peace. My husbands says I am in shock. But I feel such as sense of calmness. I did my best to take care of mom so there is no guilt. Maybe thats why I feel calm. I just feel lost, I was so used to my strict routines with mom. I want to get back to work and move on. But where do I start again? I have been out of the work force for almost 3years. The job industry is crap. Higher education is not financially feasible at this time. A while back ago I was offered a good job but declined. Now position is gone.
How do I start putting my life back together? I am no longer the person I used to be, pre-mom. The world has moved on and I was forgotten.