Pretty sure it's too late though. It has felt like the summer from h*ll. One thing after another.
I really love this site, and one more I'm on. Aging connect or something like that. It's so nice to come on here, and be able to talk or just communicate with others who just may understand what your going through. My mom lives with me last seven years, and it has it's good and bad times. I love my mom, and I wouldn't really have it any other way, but I also have a fourteen year old son that I raise completely alone, His dad is a deadbeat, and his papaw is barely useful at best. His grandpa use to get him on a consistent basis, but when his wife died he no longer stayed consistent at all. So now I know it was my son's nana who wanted to be in her grandson's life as much as possible. I guess what I am getting at is I just don't have the help I need. 35yrs old, and have felt stuck in rut until I enrolled in college as full time student. I start classes (online) next week. This is a dream come true of mine, and it took me literally months to get everything done so I could get signed up. I am so looking forward to this journey, but now concerned if I will be able to keep up with it ALL. I will give it my best. I can drop to a part time student, but I don't want to cause it will take so much longer to get where I want to be in life. Sorry to go on & on, and not ask a real specific question. Geuss I wonder how to make it all work and keep half my sanity? Any advice tips or just your view of life as care giver I would love to hear back from you!! Great to have outlets where ppl actually care for the well being of complete strangers:)