My narcissistic mom died last May at 97. I practically had a breakdown with caregiving. No dementia. She knew everything she was doing to undermine her care. Now, I have a question regarding my treatment to regain my own life back. I’ve been seeing the counselor for about 7 mos now. I see her every week for private pay and am her first appt in the morning. I try to get to my appt. about 10 min. early. She is rarely on time and I usually have to wait until 5-10 min past my appt time. At my last appt., I waited 20 min and finally left because it seemed unprofessional to me. Even the usual 5-10 min late was getting annoying.
I then spoke to her later on the phone and she told me that she would usually charge me a no show fee but would let it go this time. I’m learning to be assertive again and to believe my feelings matter, so I told her that I was there and SHE was the no show.
She said that I know she is always late and that is the way it is. If I don’t want to wait as long, I shouldn’t arrive in advance for my appt. She also said that if I start with a new time, she will probably be late for that too.
I’ve benefitted from the counseling, but my husband and daughter say I shouldn’t go back. Any thoughts? Of course, I can’t make a decision.
If this appointment were immediately after another one, and that session turned out to be a crisis situation and she needed to stay with that client until she calmed, OK, that kind of late once in a while is acceptable (in my mind.) If there was a highway accident and she was stuck in traffic, that is understandable once in a while. But being late just because "that's how it is" is absolutely not professional and not acceptable.
Do your sessions then run late, to make up the time? Therapy hours are 50 minutes. Starting 10 minutes late is losing 20% of that time. If she is 20 minutes late, that is 40% of your appointment! This is simply not professional. And not ethical.
Either take a break from therapy, or find another therapist. Your mother may have trained you that your time and feelings are valuable, but you know by now that is not true!
It sounds like you're figuring out that YOU are valuable and your time is too. That's a pretty terrific realization for someone raised by a narcissistic mom! So you're definitely making some great progress!
I’ve been a physical therapist for about 40 yrs and have learned so much from everyone here. I worked in acute haspitals and rehab and was essentially ignorant of what happens when someone is discharged. I would recommend rehab, NH, or instruct the family in home care and never see them again. I really wasn’t aware of so many things and am thankful for all the info you have given to me and all the support you give to everyone “in the trenches”.
I would find another - but try to keep going in therapy. Getting a new therapist can be a time set back for you.
It is not acceptable your therapist be consistently late & expect you to deal with it.
If you like her otherwise I guess you could just start showing up 15 - 20 minutes late and save yourself the frustration (I used to be a chronically early person too so I know how hard it is to break that habit). Personally I think that 7 months is probably long enough to figure out some of your life issues, therapy isn't meant to be a lifelong commitment. I would take a break from therapy and see how it goes, you can always go back to it at a later time.
Did I read that wrong? What JeanneGibbs wrote?
"Either take a break from therapy, or find another therapist. Your mother may have trained you that your time and feelings are valuable, but you know by now that is not true!"
You must have known what she meant....Your time and feelings are valuable.
Your improvement in therapy is obvious to me. Maybe you have learned all you can from this
social worker/therapist.
And yes, you CAN make a decision. You made a decision to seek help on here, that was a decision.
Do it all the correct way. Terminate whatever contract or agreement you have. Do it in writing and by SAVED email.
Now go get yourself a REAL professional.
You are doing so well and you are not going to let such bad, unprofessional conduct ruin that for you. ARE YOU? Your answer in NO I AM NOT!
Go girl go.
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