I'm 20, I've never had a job after highschool because I was forced by my father to help take care of her for two years now. It's stressing me out so much.
For the most part I've been waking up in the mornings and helping her out with meds and bathroom and stuff like that then when my father comes home from work he takes over, but hes wanting me to fully take over so he can work more, and I can't handle that
He told me that now I'm going to have to legally become her caregiver but she's so mean. She had a stroke two yrs ago that left her pretty paralyzed.
But I'm so tired. So so tired that I cry thinking that this is gonna end up being my life for years?
I want to spend more time with my boyfriend, I haven't even seen any of my friends in ages because I've been too sad to do anything.
My brother doesn't help out either, it has to be me. My brother has a job and everything but I'm so stressed and scared I don't want to do it
She can be pretty controlling and mean to me too :(
What should I even do at this point? I want to do things with my life and get a job and have friends and not be sad and stressed
Also sorry this is all over the place, I was just ranting out my feelings and want some advice and stuff.