He's not happy cause were not together. He's been there a yr and with the pandemic its worse. He's on anti psycotic meds that help but he knows just what to say to stress me out. It's so upsetting he's there and I'm not there. He's very strong willed and keeps saying he doesn't want to be there. Sometimes I can't sleep after talking with him. It's so depressing. I took care of him for so long when he really needed to be in long term. He's had parkinsons for 20 yrs. It has taken me a whole yr to start to relax a bit
I start to feel ok then he starts being upset and demanding and I'm upset all over again.