She has been told over and over NOT to answer the door when I'm gone. But yesterday she opened it to a stranger..I can't leave her any more so I am confined to my home.
I am wanting to 'go inside' myself to escape and that scares me. I have done that once before and almost didn't come out again.
All I need to do is feed her three times a day, do her laundry and empty her bedside commode. She sleeps most of the rest of the day. At 99, she is medically healthy and will probably live to 105 or longer. At 80 I have no future..
Does anyone else feel like this? Nothing ahead....