I've been caring for my mom for a year and a half. I am chronically ill myself. I never thought this would be so hard. I'm so depressed and angry. My mom never speaks to me, ever. I'm lucky if I get a hello. It feels like she hates me, but she won't say a word to me most days, so I have no idea how she feels. My sisters will drop off food but won't help with much else. Taking care of my mom has made my health plummet. I feel like I'm going to die way before she does now, but I don't know what to do. I feel so guilty, but I want to walk away and leave it to my sisters to deal with. I'm beyond depressed and feel so trapped.