I have a special needs son whom I must also give attention too when he comes from his day program. I feel isolated and mad at the world. The only thing that makes me happy shopping online but that’s no good I don’t go anywhere to wear them and the stress of credit bills afterward. Please someone out there tell me where to start and mom says she waits to die at home am I crazy? I feel her days of living is subtracting my life in the Bible god say he will restore all that’s lost but will I last that long.🥲
Then talk to the hospice social worker about placing Mom somewhere permanently.
Would you consider a placement for your mom? You are 66 and need to stay alive and well for both your own sake and that of your son. To be blunt, it may be her or you at this point and you need it to be you. She has lived a long life and her care should not be to the detriment of others. Caregiving can eat you alive, I know.
Thinking of you and hoping you can make some helpful changes.