Hi everyone, I am 30 a single mom of 12 year old boy who's caring for my 82 year old grandma. I've been caring for my grandma since May 2015. At first it's fulfilling but as time passes by I feel that it's already my responsibility to take care of her. I already had a conversation with my mom about this and let her know that I need to work so I could prepare for my son's future. But what she does is she helps with my financial needs instead. I don't want that, I can take care of me and my son's needs without any help. I'm afraid that my career won't prosper if I keep on letting this happen. I notice that the longer I stay at home, I'm not being the same person I was before. I have this inner rage that I can't seem to let out. Don't get me wrong, I love my grandma but I am tired. I work at home so I can have my own money while looking after my son and grandma. Recently, I applied for a position that would require for me to work in a different country, I'm being unfair to my son. I don't want to go but I want to escape from the responsibility of taking care of her and so I'm even willing to leave my son just to make that happen. I feel so trapped. I feel that I'm this bad grand daughter.