No one really helps me. I now live with and care for my elderly mama and it is like reverting to having a baby almost. I hate the role reversal and it is torture to see her decline day in and day out. I resent that my brothers get to visit and then go on about their lives. I resent that her grandchildren ride by her driveway and never stop despite all she has done for our entire family over the years. I feel like I am slowly losing myself and like a drowning cat.