For 6 yr I have taken care of husband's, parents. Husb lost leg mother has cancer is 94 on walker and lives alone I take care of her 1hr away. dad died 2yrs ago. I just want to be by myself I have to work (in sales so I can use the phone and internet) but want to be alone and not take care or talk to anyone. I'm on anti anxiety med because of panic attack. Husband in skilled nursing but I don't want to go there. How can I refuel I'm so tired.