5 kids in our fam. 3 are close by. They have all moved on with little or no problems. I know what I need to do on a daily basis but can't seem to get it done. I try to see her everyday, at best that is all I can do. Some days I can't get motivated to even leave the house. And I see her symptoms starting in me. Our family isn't close now that dad's gone. She calls me 25x daily asking for someone to call her, but doesn't call the others just me. I don't know how to respond. They have family where I do not I was the go between. How's mom? ... Why don't they visit me? I'm having problems dealing with both sides. Don't talk to family and have no answers for her. Sorry for rambling I can't put a thought together. What do I do to save me without the guilt and confusion?