Both of my parents passed away 2 months apart. I was with my Dad from when we found out he had cancer until he died. He was on hospice at home but I was there and took care of everything. During this he showed symptoms of dementia as well as hallucinations. It will be almost a year since his death and I have been having flashbacks. Anything will set it off and other times it just comes to me. I am full of anxiety and I am so scared of death. Right after his passing I took care of his finances, selling the house, etc and then 2 months later my other parent passed away from a sudden heart attack. I have had to take care of his finances as well. I feel like I was so busy taking care of their affairs that I did not grieve then. I don't know what to do but I know I need to do something. I am irritable most of the time and just feel mad at the world.