I am grateful to be able to share what I am going through today. Of course I love my sister but it is hard right now. Part of my life is on hold. I schedule her therapy sessions and home nursing care and try to make time for me. I am taking baby steps. When she is taking a nap I go for a little walk. I am trying to figure out regular needs e.g. food shopping, banking, getting a haircut etc. I am not comfortable leaving her by herself. I know I need to work it out with someone I trust and that I know have had the Covid vaccine. It is difficult for me to let go. I need to find a healthy balance between me getting my errands done as well as meeting the outside world for a couple of hours and being there to help my sister whom I love very much. Things take time. I live One Day at a Time. Thanks for taking the time to read my post.