I get angry because I have no help and am alone in a retirement community. I miss my friends, daughter, family and everything I did in previous home area. I feel stuck, stir crazy and trapped. Mom is very needy, demanding I don't blame her, it's devastating to her not being able to see anymore. But I'm tired even when I wake up bc I don't sleep well. Should I give her something to calm her or me? I don't want to be like this especially in her last years of life, terrible since her only enjoyment was to watch TV. She loved bingo too but lost eyesight to infection when we moved here.