He retired last year and we had plans to travel and visit friends and family. Due to the COVID-19 all those plans were canceled. He doesn’t have any hobbies or friends (I tried to get him to start a hobby but he refuses). He no longer wants to join a church and that was before the virus started. He is suppose to be doing PT due to balances issues and right sided weakness but he refuses that also. We moved to a new area to buy our forever home three years ago. I am slowly making new friends but he doesn’t have any desire to do the same. Our kids live 2 to 4 hours away which I do go and visit. He usually stays home. The doctor has put him on a antidepressant and he’s taking a memory medication. His negativeness, controlling, and nasty attitude is wearing me down. I keep myself busy around the house and do get out hiking and making crafts and that does help. I’m nervous and fearful on what my future will be like as his dementia progresses. I wish life didn’t have to be so complicated. I’m 67 yo and and I enjoy life, adventures and being with people. My faith is strong and that also has helped me in many ways. I need some advice.