there are so many details as to what has happened over the last 7 years.as a stated previously I am a registered nurse who had a stellar career up until my mom had a brain injury in 2007. I was dealing w depression prior to this and had left a great job to try out another that did nor work out. When my mom who manipulated me my entire childhood while she battled alcoholism which was very severe had a traumatic brain injury I became her legal guardian with no support but constant critisism then I would have never imagined from all friends and family. I have to say that I wanted would think being a registered nurse and having some knowledge of the medical field would be able to navigate the system with more easy than a late person it is not true. My mother was a lot to handle for every place that she wants you she was kicked out of her nursing home and no services were set up for her the Department of Health and Human Services in the county would not help me a judge even yelled at them that they should have helped me more and I was forced to live with me and I tried to work but under the stage at most three months at a few jobs until I finally decided to take unemployment, and nasty out loud I arranged for her care. see it did not work need to be involved in her care at all and bought it and every way.she had a criminal past and was put in jail because she had a warrant out at the time of her life I'm at the time of her brain injuries.I need somebody phone calls to prevent that from happening but its still dead or what eventually I was able to get over as able to get her out of the system as a whole person on probation. Also whenever she was hospitalized for recurring I meant believable relapses that happened to your early every moment she was alone they would send her home even though I said she was not able to be in my own home for care that she needed 24 hour watchful support. I thought support and love found why didn't die I'm at home I thought was the answer to my prayers but ended up becoming extremely abusive. I feel like I kind of gave up on life now the process of filing bankruptcy which was suppose to be completed yes ago but has been extended and extended. I carry so much shame for that I have done and just feel like I am the biggest idiot in the world. The best part of the story though is that I did find a okay lady friend and became pregnant in 2010 and had a little boy. Although I am the same thing that I was not married and had a child out of wedlock and thankful everyday that I have a son. My father soon started to support me more financially and my sons father has to be involved in my life. Now it's time for me to take care of me and I'm having a difficult time doing so. My sons father lives with bees and worked he supports my needs but has become extremely resentful. I am able to survive because of government benefits. This all so embarrassing. Anyways, I hope someone out there can give me a bit f hope. How can I use the guardianship as an asset on a resume. I need a job as soon as possible. I can't let myself go anymore. PS anyone give me your ideas of how to get back into nursing and maintain employment. last year at this time I went back to a job that I had had for 6 months in 2009 but it only lasted a month and I was let go you too just ate a whole mess of problems at the clinic I was a manager in the nursing department and they let go of all the administration due to some state complaint that were made for the clinic. II did work as an eye on call ivy nurse specialist for this home and other places just going in for the ideal I'm taking I give out it was a little work but at least it fill insome of the gaps. I guess and wondering how bad does this sound for my a career and does anyone have any advice positive time did you leave please about how my life to still be good and be happy lovely self without having to get love from other people sacrificing myself for them. to at least is in a good place where she's able to be safe I love she's f****** miss it sounds like a lot of work with her to just get hurt to borrow a break the rules get to selldon't want to sound like a victim, but in many ways I have been or at least feel like it atthis point in my life.