Ahead of time, thank you everyone for any responses. Sometimes I get so tied up in dad's care I can't get back on here for a while. Today is quiet.
Just watching the years go by as I take care of my dad, thinking what I can do different for my own future, I have two adult children, one is disabled, the other has been battling cancer off and on. I can't be a burden to anyone after this, I don't want to do that to anyone. Want to make up for the years of life I've missed, and definitely want to line out the elder years better than my parents did.