On Nov 30 mom fell and I had to place her in a nursing home. She had respiratory distress on Jan 30 and went into a coma. I remain at her bedside until a miracle happen and she woke up.
I placed in an acute care on wednesday. She was making progess. On sunday I got a call saying she starting to eat soft foods and was on the bipap. Needing a break I spent some down time. At 1234 monday morning I received a call that she had taken a toll for the worse. I sped there only to be too late she had passed. I feel so guilty that she died alone. That I spent alone time that sunday. I am totally alone. An only child no other family. I have cared my mom for nearly 10 years and have lost contact with my friends. I just do not know how to move on