Day-in and day-out I feel like I'm banging my heaped against the wall, whether it's the daily 'responsibilities' of caregiving or trying to brighten the days, especially during the holidays. Year after year I try to be positive. I want to be happy myself. However, I get such negativity from my mother and siblings (who don't help at all). How do you work on yourself to be happy and enjoy life? I get so depressed sometimes, especially when I can't live my life fully (and there has been so much mental 'damage' done). How do you do it?