I posted the other day about my dad refusing the pacemaker and so his end of life is unknown but most likely pretty close.
Anyway i am very emotional and tearing up all the time. I want his time to be happy and upbeat. He made his decision about the pacemaker..but has forgotten about iit so he doesnt really know why we are so emotional.
He loves gospel..and i tear up every time some songs come up...wish i could control my emotions better ..especially around him.