I'm here again. I am 81. I have long term depression, anxiety, insomnia, fibromyalgia, caregiving for my husband for 13 years and I am in deep mourning for my wonderful son who died suddenly on august 18. How can I cope? My other son has been with me for 3 weeks but he had to leave. I don't have any close friends left, I can't take antidepressants, counseling isnt helping. I have to pretend I'm just tired all day with my husband because he doesnt know his son is gone and when I go to bed at night all I can do is cry.