My wife, over the past year, has had several strokes which have caused macular degeneration and vision disability. She's 74, I'm 76. We live at least 400 miles from what family we have left. Her condition is complicated by diabetes and other ailments. I'm the only caregiver and I don't see that changing. She been in rehab but refuses to go back, and if she goes to a nursing home she will consider that to be the ultimate betrayal. But she's angry, belligerent, and has a nasty mouth. Basically, she's feeling useless because she's going blind and is taking it out on me. My cooking doesn't please her - actually nothing does. She's also paranoid, thinking any minute the state will come and take her away. In this current climate with covid-19, I actually think her going to a home would be a death sentence in more way than one. She already doesn't trust doctors (although there she does have a point). Right now I'm not sure there is a solution, I'm just trying to cope. No question, just feel like venting at the moment.