We have had a few years of health issues with mom. The time is here that the doctors have said they can not do anything more to help mom feel better. We talked to palliative care and they directed us to Hospice care.
Mom decided to have her defibrillater turned off and accept Hospice care. She has no patience and doesn't seem listen to what it all involved. Then she is rude and gets all frustrated with the caregivers and family trying to help.
Feels hurtful and I had the delusion that she would be grateful we are there and had come to terms with where her health is. Boy was I wrong.
Now I am feeling guilty for my negative thoughts.