I'm so upset right now that I almost don't have the energy to type out my thoughts. I have so much to say. So much to write. I have been up for 2 hours crying in bed, sick.
I gave up my job to go to my parent's house to spend time with my mom and help while she is on hospice. I have 2 small children who are with me.
I feel taken advantage of at times. I feel like a slave. I feel disappointed at how I'm treated and how my children are treated. My mother is always crabby, and quite frankly..... Right now... The way I feel is that I like it when she's passed out sleeping because she's not so negative, so critical, so crabby. I used to feel guilty for those feelings, but right now.... I don't..
My dad has treated me like a child and has underminded my parenting at times.
I just don't have the energy to type a whole lot or explain. Maybe I'll feel more up to it later.
My mom has stage IV cancer and is on hospice. I feel so disappointed at the time spent here with her. So very disheartening....
Anyone else have these feelings?