I have been married 48 years - am 73 and husband 77 - we live in the midwest and my husband still helps our son farm - live in a small town about 4,000 people - today I think I just went nutty - he goes to the farm 7 days a week - am just so frustrated being alone all the time and dont know what to do - I have kept myself busy during the weeks and years with various activities but suddenly when I see other married people together I just get so upset - we talked about it tonight but get nowhere - he just loves the farm. I have no other place to go - have just 2 kids that live in Kansas - one sister in CA whom I am not close to so there is no place to go - if I leave, no place to go - I am just so miserable in this little town plus a husband that enjoys the farm more than spending much time with me - what should I do? Just had it - he said do you want a divorce - then he says no - have no place to go to. This is not the right board - maybe you can refer me to a site that can offer me some good advice. Thanks for listening.