There are some days when I well that I have no desire to do anything, most of the time. Anytime I go to say something to mother that I think that she will get a kick out of she will go right off the subject into compleants.
Between her and the pain I have all the time from my spine pinching nervers in verase parts of my body, I just don't feel as if I have any more to give. I feel guilty that I cannot sit up for more than 30 minutes or stand for more that 30 minutes due to my spine. My 12 year old daughter is always so sweet about it she says mom I know that you are in pain. I might as well be drug attack or drinker. My husband is so sweet. You know men and what they want. Well he has had to do without for very long periods of time. I tell him I feel useless. and he says that I am guite the oppisite. I am the one that keeps us all going. I don't know what I did to get him, but I sure and glad I did. Now I am not saying he is perfect by any means. But I have not found a perfect person yet.
Well, neck has been shooting pain down left arm and up into ear and eye. I believe it may be time for a nap!!!