I need advice and input from you all.
I am in GA instead of back in TN caring for my aunt & uncle where I'm supposed to be. Came down to visit, in a panic mode the whole trip. Now I cannot even drive back. It has been building up, this stress, anxiety & the whole 9 yards. Cousin is somewhat watching her parents while I am gone but hates it. She is pressuring me to come back & is willing to drive down with her daughter to get me & one of them can drive uncle's truck I borrowed to come here. I feel like I have had a mental meltdown. Again, I have felt the signs coming on. Even though things here with my sons are far less than ideal I cannot see myself going back to take care of them. Both have AZ/dementia. I have long had problems with depression & anxiety. I don't know what to do. I called a mental health place the other day but lack the energy to follow through. Just thinking about how to get my own truck down here which needs work, things out of storage unit there to here & no place to put them. I am in such a state I am no good to anyone.