This has to do with my 94 year moms passing in March of this year. Now I feel that I have no family left, except a sister in Oregon who didn't care if my mother died or I die and wanted us out of her life. So be it. And I have some cousins that I hardly know on the east coast. I am in the Midwest and have lived in this area for 44 years! Had my career and retired in 2015 and my mother was my only family here. Now that she has passed on, I feel like a total stranger where I live. Anytime I drive around I feel like I don't want to be here anymore as it is all associated with my mother. My friends all live 15 miles north of where I am so I feel very isolated and unwelcomed almost. I don't know how to handle that feeling and what to do about it. An area that I have lived in for 44 years now seems strange and unfriendly to me. Any help will be most welcomed. Thanks!