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Mother is 83 lives alone in a big home. Has a dog. She is very frail,has bad feet,bunions,calluses,corns,etc. She has a deformed right leg(from childhood)which is always bent.She walks hunched over.She has copd.Diabetic.She is extremely hard headed & overdoses on otc meds(sleeping pills,nyquill,etc). She has forever taken xanax also. I told her she is a drug addict. Her whole day consists of laying on the couch or sitting in a rocker. Wont watch tv,wont go out,just complains over & over or sits around bawling all day. When you ask what's wrong now she just lets me have it! I go there every day for 2-3 hours,clean,wash dishes,vacuum,mop,walk the dog,make meals,get the mail,pull weeds,you get the drift. No matter what I do she is always down & depressed says she just wants to die. She uses a walker,wheelchair,cane & anything else for support but just sits all day! I've been to her docs & specialists & they can do so much. I think she needs a psychiatrist. I really do. She's always tired & wont discuss al or health aide cuz she says she cant afford it. She is on medicare & ssi. I dont have any funds to help pay for anybody either. So what should I do? Im in Florida. Should I contact the Counsel on Aging down here(st lucie county). Can they help? I do not live with her. She doesnt drive.She just seems to have given up on life & wants to take me with her. Also when I suggest getting outside help she tells me "why? youre around". Ive been doing this for 8 yrs & Im very burned out! Also I dont drive either! I dont know what to do. It is very rough on me. Oh and I live alone also(which I love). Yesterday I just blew up on her because of her lies. Any suggestions out there?

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My Mother is 63 and definitely has depression. she is a different person then she was 10 years ago. she doesn't leave the house. she lays on the couch all day and night watching TV. she doesn't cook, clean, drive, shop, things she used to do. my dad has to think about everything. there is no intimacy anymore. my mom was in mental hospital for a few weeks she was on many medications and then she got out and stated taking her self off of them. she barely talks. she drinks a lot of beer. not sure what kind of depression this is she doesn't see anyone. I 35 her Son see a psychiatrist every 2 months I am on 6 different medications for Depression, social anxiety, and OCD
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Get her on video or at least audio and try to get around the showtimers that way. Of COURSE they think its great you care for her so well, it is, and that way they aren't paying anything out of their budget for it. Eleven years is a damn long time for you to get nothing but hated on. Why do they not get that you need respite? Are you not making it clear that you don;t want to do this full time any more, or being very firm that you WILL not keep doing it?? And then they have a huge problem if you head out the door??
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vstefans..This has been going on for 11years now. Every single day of my life. Sometimes I just dont have enough energy to come on here to type. Every day it is something else! This morning she is screaming elder abuse because I threw away her steroids that some nurse gave her. I told the nurse she cant have them because her doctor wont give them to her either. Well she needs them she says.See to prove my point to this crazy addict I slipped her one 2 days ago & absolutely nothing changed with her. Didnt do anything,not breathing better,still laying around on couch,NOTHING! So today the drug is wearing down & here she goes again. I was literally sitting and reading the paper on the porch and she starts screaming not talking about what a terrible person I am,how I do nothing for her,just on and on. I came in from the porch and said who are you talking to? She starts screaming saying you just come over here to start acting like you are something & i am telling you that is elder abuse. W-H-A-T???!!! I just made her breakfast,gave her pills,cleaned up after dog in kitchen,made bed,washed dishes,fed dog,gave fresh water,walked dog,got fresh coffee,I could go on..while she sat in chair..Now how in the hell do I have time to scream and yell when my break is to go read the paper. She chooses if she wants to come on porch or not. I dont ask and I dont beg her too. She is insanely jealous of me getting help for myself (because I do have friends) and nobody will help her. Yes I did have counsel on aging come by & since she puts on her act "all is fine" they dont do a thing. Same thing with social services. Nothing. They see the house is clean,she is fed,she says she is fine so off they go. Even when I tell them I am the one doing it!!! They think that is so nice..I could vomit! I tell her practically every other day call whoever you want and report me mother. I dont care! I have plenty of witnessess to your behavior & your insanity. There is nothing wrong with me. It is you mother! There is nothing I would like better than some official telling her I have to stay away from her. Oh I'd be in heaven! I would love for her to take care of herself & her house and dog & leave me alone FOREVER! Now what?
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Deb this has gone on for 2 1/2 years! Or 10 1/2 since you waited about 8 years to post about it. It sounds like this is absolutely Chinese water torture to you at this point. She is insisting on doing things her way, without a clue how very maladaptive it is and probably thinks you as her daughter are responsible for fixing it all for her. In a way you are; she clearly can't problem solve and has no way to get herself the psych care that she really needs, while her behaviors for trying to make herself feel better all backfire by alienating you while getting her nothing but a few minutes of attention and pity. She has a great deal of anxiety and a very limited behavioral repertoire, lacking in healthy ways to get her needs met. She probably has enough frontal lobe dysfunction at this point to lack initiation capabilities and possibly can't overcome her anxiety anyways. The "I can't open the door" could well be just a confabulated excuse, a red herring, covering for the fact that she cognitively could not rouse herself to act. You used the word "stupid" and I can't fault you for that, except I tend to use that word for people who aren't using whatever brainpower they have...she may not or may no longer have it.


Did the Agency on Aging have any help for her and you?

If you did leave her to her own devices, the dog would not be cared for, and 911 would eventually get tired of the merry-go-round too, and surely they have to keep taking her to the same ER, where they will also be on to her. I take it you can't get guardianship and get her in to a different situation where the excess Xanax would get out of her system and let her get undepressed and maybe less impaired behaviorally, but I suppose you could shut off a lot of the complaining by telling her that if she is so sick, she is too sick to be at home by herself and she will have to sell the house and use the money to pay for assisted living.

If you are stuck seeing other specialists with her anyways, if she does not let you accompany her in to the visit, you are stuck trying to let them know in advance what is really going on; if you have any option to, get her to a comprehensive geriatric evaluation. (That way she can say "you just want to put me away somewhere and take all my money" even though she does not have money, at least not that you know of, or hey, maybe you will find out...) but seriously, it would give you more of an idea of what you are dealing with in terms of cognitive function and possibly be a way to set up her medical care - which it sounds like she does need- so it is not contingent on her acting sick. Anything but a vicious cycle of aches and pains that would be expected with old age and her conditions, trips to the hospital, getting blood work and being told "nothing wrong with you" when in her mind, she feels like crap and there has got to be an explanation, therefore even more acting up next time to get someone to try to make her feel better. Steroids acutely give you a boost in mood though chronically they cause more depression and mood swings.

So, what I am suggesting, is distance yourself emotionally from the sheer torture of dealing with this, and try to break it down behaviorally from her point of view, and account for possible losses in brain function due to the combination of old age, long-standing diabetes, and the wrong drugs for anxiety and depression. Deb, you are probably the only one who can find the off-ramp to the merry-go-round here; she either can't or she is getting enough out of the ride that she does not want to - but honestly - she sounds terribly unhappy and as you said, in a way she is just seeking a vacation from her life as it currently is.
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Babalou, because she takes a wheelchair and she claims she cant see and cant push herself in it and cant make it up the ramp and cant open the door and cant sign in. She is a recluse and people and being outside scare her. She sits there and cries if she cant find somebody she might know. Making a fool of herself. I usually get her there on the bus sign her in & go outside and wait. Then she will just sit there till I come back in! I ask her why she didnt go outside and she says well I cant open the door by myself. She can she just doesnt want too! She wants pity and attention from strangers thinking it will embarrass me. It doesnt. It makes her look more stupid than she is. And you say don't respond?? Really?? She will call 911 to take her home instead of waiting for bus. Also she cant dial a cell phone. Will ask strangers to call for her. Never interested in learning to work a cell phone. Any other ?'s for me? I can go on you know.
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So, why do you go with her? Just don't respond.
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So after waiting on the bus to take to lab which was a 2 hour wait (I thought Id die) she starts her complaining how she isnt going to go to lab anymore,how sick she is,how tired she is,so many people there,blah,blah,blah. I told her straight out "well if you would stop pretending you are so sick you wouldnt have to come here and waste my time".So she just sat there fuming. Ha ha! People looking at her. Ha ha. Too bad! So the blood work AGAIN came out fine. Nothing wrong with you AGAIN MOTHER!!! So she gets back home and here she goes. I need my medication,I need to sleep, I need some water,Im so sick. Why are you sick mother? Because I am very very sick!! she yells. Why? What is wrong with you? Oh just leave me alone now I gotta go lay down. No problem I say. I leave. I come back later in day and see if she is hungry. No she says she got some crackers & liversausage & she is fine. Ok I leave. Bella(the dog) probably needs to go out since she hasnt been out since early this am. Oh no she says she let her out. That was a d*mn lie since I was out all day working in the yard. So I took the dog anyway & let her do her business. Brought the dog in & left again.
So yesterday she starts AGAIN. Did I send in her ambulance payment? Yes I did mother. When are you going to call them again I ask. She wants more attention and drugs. She says well probably soon. Why I ask.She is talking like she is planning a vacation. She says well I get better drugs in the hospital. What kind mother because when I see your papers there isnt anything different except the steroids. So you mean to tell me you are going to fake another breathing episode and call the ambulance just to get steroids that the doc can probably give you. I guess so she says.The doc doesnt want me to take them. I know I say! I told her she is absolutely NUTS and left. So that was yesterday. Today is another day. Any words for me??
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Get control of the meds. My mother, 84, too many ailments to list, is classic pill head elder. Her many docs prescribe this, oh no better, we'll try that etc.. She's spent the last 20 years lying in bed staring at the ceiling and being pitiful. She was an enabler to my younger sister who was a prescription med addict and died of an overdose at age 42 leaving two young children. I finally quit f....ing around with her and starting getting her off the oxycodone, Xanax, sominex, and on and on and on. I didn't mess with any of the heart, blood pressure stuff, but cut her way back on all the pain and over counter crap. She whined and cried, threatened suicide, but guess what!! It worked. For the first time in years she's up before noon, eating, cleaning and cooking a little, and alert and engaged. So many of our elders have their lives ruined by the medical big pharma system. They see these g d ads and call the doc who prescribes whatever to get them to shut up. Sorry for the rant (I feel better now!) but getting control of the drugs has changed our lives. Elder care is hard enough on the best days. We need to quit letting the docs make zombies out of old folks. And before everyone tells me how such and so med is vital etc, I understand the importance of proper meds. My folks still take virtual handfuls of pills, but it was well worth the battle with mom to get rid of the stuff she didn't need.
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So nothing has changed since last post. She is still laying around feeling sorry for herself. But hey today we get to go to the lab for bloodwork. Wow just what I was looking to do. After all I have nothing else to do right??!! So why are we doing this? Oh because dr says to. For what? I dont know she says. So why are you going? Because I have to go to dr on april 21st. For what? I dont know she says. EXACTLY MOTHER! They cant find anything wrong with you so they keep on sending you back & forth for stuff you dont need to do. So now this dr is going to refer her to a different dr. Can you all believe this nonsense? So now I will have to be dragged to a whole different doc and fill out all this paperwork & more tests because of this crazy ass woman who thinks she is sick!!!!! What the hell is wrong with these doctors that do not believe me when I am telling them all to high heavens she JUST WANTS DRUGS!!! So this crazy ass tells me well if I dont get what I want I will just call 911 and they will give them to me. I told her you sure as hell wont come back here with any. She wants more steroids. I threw the others away. Too damn bad. These fricken doctors dont have to put up with her tantrums and outbursts and psychosis side affects. So as you can see I am very very pissed off right now and I have been up since 4am knowing the merry go round is still going on & will never stop to let me off.
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So here she is AGAIN coming down off the steroids & starts her ranting about how I dont do anything & what do I do all day(I stay away as much as possible) and how come I am such a lousy b*tch & how old and sick she is,and how she wishes she would just die(I agreed with her)and on & on about the neighbors(who want nothing to do with her) and starting fighting with the senior bus call takers,how stupid they are,blah,blah blah. So at 11am sharp I left again. See how my life is? Now this will keep on EVERY SINGLE DAY till she decides it is time to call 911 again. Now I will start AGAIN getting the nasty voicemails. I keep on telling those d*mn doctors she DOES NOT NEED those pills. I am so sick and tired of her dumb ass merry-go-round I could vomit! Just another saga in my soap opera.
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The doc says it is a side affect which I already knew about that! I do not pick her up from hospital or rehab. She has to take a cab or medi-car. I dont answer her calls. Most of the time I let them go to voicemail where she leaves me nasty messages.
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How about not answering the phone when she calls? And not picking her up from the hospital?
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Deb, what does the doctor say about how your mom reacts to the steroids?
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So yesterday we spend all morning getting to and from doc office. What a waste of my time. Why are we going? To get her blood pressure. What?!! Doc comes in asking same ? as before. How are you feeling,your blood pressure is fine,your blood work is fine,your blood sugars are fine and are you still taking all these medications? Yes somewhat. I think she is up to 13 of them.Ok good so we will give you "low dose 10mgs" PREDNISONE for your breathing!!!! I hit the roof right there. The doc left. Mother all embarrassed. I couldnt give a flying fu.k. These idiots dont have to be around this recluse when she is coming down off this crap! They dont fricken care about how I may feel. Is this what docs do now? Just give MORE drugs and send them out the door because there is nothing left they can do??? I have told mother a thousand times not to bother anymore. She has a dnr and there is nothing more the doc can do for her!!! Do I seem mad at 6:42am? Oh you bet I am. And now the roller coaster begins again. I have done everything but call the cops on her harrasing me cuz she has nobody else to scream and holler at and pick fights with. She is nuts!!!!
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She was tested for dementia & also saw neurologist(s) and psychiatrist who didnt find anything wrong. Also went thru brain scans.
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What keeps you from thinking she has dementia? How about meds for depression? I haven't been following this post prior to today, so you may have already discussed this. If so, sorry. My mom did very well for years while taking both Lexapro for depression and aricept for dementia. God Bless you.
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So again in Jan 2015 she called 911 AGAIN! This time they gave her antibiotics and prednisone which I kept STRESSING TO THEM those steroids make her NUTS!!! So of course here we go again with the home visiting nurses same old stuff as last time with the paperwork,etc.I have told every single doc and nurse she wants drugs! That is all that is wrong with her. So as of yesterday she is coming down off these meds and she also got one of these nurses to order more steroids for her cuz she was faking she was still having problems!! These a..holes call ME after the fact to ask ME how she is feeling. I screamed hollered and cried to them all. She is not to have these drugs! She is going delusional,screaming hollering yelling as of yesterday. Then she starts laughing and says "yea its the drugs". I was so fed up with that woman I was ready to pitch her thru the wall. This morning she calls to ask ME if I fed her dog after I walked it. WHAT????The dog lives with her not me.She was awake when I brought the dog in and she knew I just gave the dog fresh water & left. What is the matter with her? And no she doesnt have a uti. Nor brain cancer,nor stomach cancer,no pneumonia,no serious illness except copd. She can control that herself. So I ask you her docs and her WHAT THE HELL IS HER PROBLEM??? I dont want anything to do with her.
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deb, its high time you talk to the hospital social worker. There are probably rules about paramedics taking someone to the hospital if they complain of certain things, just to avoid the "crying wolf" syndrome. but wait - you said they put her in a rehab - that might be just the ticket! she gets taken care of, you get to unstress enough to just think straight for a minute, locate your backbone, and figure out how to stop letting freeloader kids and a depressed, unreasonable mom eat your breakfast lunch and dinner! Mom may have dementia, and strictly speaking that's not psychiatric, but simply fuels making unreasonable decisions based on what she feels like at any given moment without a thought to consequences or effects on other people.
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I'll echo what gittykate said…it could be possible that she has a UTI, and at any rate you can use that to get her to the doctor, and then you can tell the doctor the rest…check with senior services and agencies too to see what they have to offer in your area. Above all, reach out to a therapist for yourself…it's obvious that you're experiencing a tremendous amount of stress. You may or may not be able to help her change her situation, but you CAN change yours, or at least find some coping mechanisms. You don't have to do this alone.
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well it has been awhile since I wrote so I thought I would give an update. As of right now this minute NOTHING HAS CHANGED! She has been in and out of the er since my last post. They just keep sending her back home alone. So last night she says she will have to call 911 AGAIN cuz of her copd which is being controlled. Now she wants to get on steroids which her pcp & lung dr will not prescribe for her since she refuses to abide by their rules. Also they told her that the drug was poison for her. She goes absolutely ballastic when coming down off those drugs & needs to be in a straight jacket! No lie! How do I get these docs or paramedics to UNDERSTAND that she does not need to be hospitalized for drama she is creating for herself! She has been overmedicating herself with her drugs so she can look very ill for when she calls 911. How many times do I need to tell this to the paramedics that arrive?? They just take her anyway and then the er sends her back. Did I tell you she has no ride or transportation to get home? Why do they keep doing this? The last time they brought her back via ambulance about midnite & she put on her act about everything & sure enough that night he took her back again so the dr on call sent her to a nursing rehab place. Do you all fricken believe this? She needs psychiatric help not another bed!
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Deb, I so agree with everything all these others have said. I too, live in Florida and my brother refused to move out of my mom's house, said I would have to evict him...so my sisters and I first put mom in an Assisted Living and then put the house up for sale-he had no choice but to move then. Now mom lives with me because she was at a point of needing more help than she could afford at the AL. My mom was an enabler, allowing my brother and half his family to live there free-no rent, no grocery money, nothing. They were bleeding her dry. They would say and do things to make her feel guilty and she would fall for it all hook, line, and sinker. Enabling just allows those who will take advantage to take advantage. It doesn't help anyone, especially your daughter and her husband to be the responsible individuals they can and should be. May I suggest that since her phone calls upset you so much you just don't answer the phone...you really don't have to you know...it's your choice. You and your family will remain in my prayers....be strong.
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deb0452, Quit feeling guilty for she n her husband r grown people!!! They can ride a bus, take a taxi or walk to get around just like plenty of other people had to do to get things done. No one said life was easy.

I personally agree with your mom!

You r already stressing and they r not even their at YOUR house. You know already that you will be responsible for any co-signing n you n your mom cannot afford to lose your own home just because they seem to not have growed up. You are already answering your question but you are allowing your heart to take the toll. You r strong n need to let them know that, you love them however, they need to take care of their own mess that your plate is full.
I know its got to be hard being it is your child but your child is grown n has her own family now n they need to take responsibility for themselves. They should already know what n where they can go for help in their little town n churches. You have enough already on your hands. Listen to your mom....
I hope you n your family have a blessed Thanksgiving.
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Thanks all. Well yesterday when I went to mothers & just had a breakdown crying & all she sat & listened to ME for a change. Mother says they tried that once before & I threw him out but let her stay. Yes I did! His grandad drove all the way from Illinois to pick him up. She got a job,a car & all was well till this dysfunctional husband of hers convinced her to come back & live back in hell with all them. So she left! I told her before this is not a revolving door. I CANT PAY TO SUPPORT YOU ALL!!! So you know what she did? She starts emailing me pics of toddler beds & cribs to get my opinion how I would like them in MY HOUSE!! My mom said I just have to tell them NO. It caused way too much stress for me before & nothing is going to change it now. My mother was actually acting like she cared for once. I guess seeing my pain she finally saw that the world doesnt revolve around her. She actually did her laundry yesterday. My daughter doesnt really care for her granny either. I thought of looking up Catholic Charities up there but where do I start? I just feel so guilty since she doesnt have anyway to get around. She lives in a remote part of town.Then I think, well why am I doing this? Mother says she got herself in all this mess & she needs her a-- kicked up & down the street. I just cant take care of 2 babies & my mom while those 2 adults run up my bills sitting around. Kelly(my daughter) says "Oh we'll find jobs." Sure you will & let me take care of your 2 kids???!!! How am I supposed to get around? IT WONT WORK! It didnt work before & it wont work now! My hands are shaking Im so upset. How are you going to go to a job interview? Walk? No ma maybe you can buy us a car or co-sign for one. This is what she says!!! With what money? So we go back & forth & I hang up on her & she keeps on calling day & night. My mom doesnt know what to tell me. Omg Im probably in the wrong forum. Sorry all. I just got too much on my mind & I have to try & destress somehow. I just feel so hopeless.
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Just a thought. If your father was a war vetern, they help with money for assisted living.
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I agree with all three response with the daughter,hubby, child ordeal for you don't need any more on your plate. All the more reason for her husband to step-up to the plate. She might can go to churches or local homeless place that can help her with the rent to prevent them from becoming homeless. However, that is usually a one time thing n if she can get lucky enough to get the funds from a church. Salvation Army or homeless shelter or Family Children Services should be able to help your daughter.
The Counseling idea sounds really good n u probable can get if from a church n meet other people who might be able to help you n your situation with your mom. It sad to hear that she won't help herself n the drug part with the freaking doctors. My mnl use to be on something n the pharmacist kept refilling n the freaking physician had passed away yrs ago! It can also be the pharmacist too trying to make a buck or two. Finally, she ended up n the hospital n her new physician n us turned in that pharmacy! He no longer works their anymore. They were able to change her old nerve pill to another that was less addictive until he got her off completely. I do hope u find some answers n yell, kick, scream n vent all u must to help keep your sanity.
I hope everyone here has a blessed holiday. Gobble, gobble. ; )
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Don't take your daughter in; don't make a bad situation even worse. She is an adult with a husband and child already -- you will do her more good if you allow them to hit bottom and he has to get a job or for that matter both of them get a job no matter how menial. YOU CAN"T TAKE THIS ON and you should be upfront and blunt and tell your daughter you are dealing with your mom and can't be of help at this time and explain that she and her healthy husband will have to figure this out this time.

As for your mom; you've got to get some free counseling for yourself through a church group or you yourself go to the local senior center and ask for counseling for yourself or just vent to their social worker and explore what resources are available. If nothing else, you will feel better and understand your options. They might be able to at least alleviate some of your stress and guilt over caregiving for your mother.

Next; set boundaries with your mom today and stick with it. One hour in the morning; one hour in the afternoon; whatever works for you. Make a chore list and type it up in big print for her...you agree to do some things; she agrees to do some things. Cook some meals in the peace of your own home; then portion to one per size and take them to her and tell her she can microwave. Then tell her you will have dinner with her 2 nights per week as an example; no more. You are no good if you have a breakdown or collapse from stress and exhaustion and can't help her at all.

I would say, probably nothing you can do about the pills. IT happened with my mom temporarily and I phoned the doctor and told them if they renewed the prescrip I would sue them -- they were renewing without re-examining her and she is 89 and living alone. It stopped and she ran out and that was that. She asked another dr for the drugs (pain pills) but I had already sent him a letter telling him she was not to have any without being coupled with physical therapy (so she would at least get out of the house and do something to alleviate the pain vs drugs); he complied as they didn't want a lawsuit. BTW, neither dr suggested PT because its easier to just push pills and they are done with it -- we caregivers are left with dealing with it.
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@deb - I just read your story here. It is too much for you to take all of this on and you must tell the family just that. I know you love your mother and your daughter but YOU can not take on all of this now. I read somewhere in here that all adults living in adult homes should contribute to the household financially. Whether it is 10,20 or 100 dollars they need to help. If the grandfather is kicking them out it is because he probably can not take it either. You surely can't take it and knowing your daughter is pregnant I can understand you being ill. Also remember our family members can put so much guilty or cry to us they have no money, no job, etc., etc., I am only voicing an opinion here for you and not to offend you but I would not be taking all that on with the situation you have going on now with Mother. You have to stand strong and tell everyone you can not take them in and they will have to do something else or you will end up in a hospital and then what will happen to Mother? Think for one second on that one. I know many people have to live together in this economy situation but if you know in your mind and heart right now it will not work do not allow it to happen. Once they are in your home and place a toothbrush in your bathroom they have established residency and you would have to go through a lengthy battle to evict them. At least that is how it is here where I live in this state of Florida. People know this too so they will use that as a tool - such as haha I am in now and you can't kick me out, you have to evict me. I have seen this happen over and over again as well. If you decide on a temporary arrangement then draw some paperwork up and have them sign it, possibly suggesting one month and then they will have to leave. Think about this for another moment. What if Mom and you were not here? What then, would they HAVE to do for theirselves? It is up to you on this calling and I pray for you in this situation. Blessings.
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Thank you all for your comments. It sure does help me ALOT to know Im not alone and that I have somebody to talk to. You know, I have talked to docs,and 211 and when a nurse comes by Mother just sits there & barely opens her mouth. That was after a hospital stay. Did I tell you that she has the exact same equipment at home that they provide in a hospital? That is what her garage & family room looks like! A hospital equipment room! The docs at hospital told her she cant keep coming back there for things she can do at home. I agreed. She can do those things herself. She doesnt want to! I just keep throwing at her the bills she has to pay for going there for nothing! Then it starts all over again with how sick she is,nobody cares,blah blah blah. It's a vicious circle. Right now the weather is getting chilly so she doesnt want to go out. I ask her every day to take her for a stroll in her wheelchair for fresh air. It's either too hot or too cold. I researched al & independent living. Some wont take medicaid(which she is not on). Others want 2000-3000 a month!!! You want to tell me which part of her body she is going to pull money like that out of!!! Medicare will only help so much then its up to Mother to pay. WITH WHAT??!! Sorry for yelling. I told Mom maybe we could sell her house. Even if she got $80,000 for it these places would deplete it all fast. Then what? They would place her in a state run horror house. Sorry but I would rather see her dead before that. Now to add to all this stress,my daughter calls from Illinois. She is pregnant with her 2nd child due in June. Her & her husband & kid live under his grandparents roof with 6 other people. Yes 9 total. Neither one work. Live off welfare. Since they have been freeloading the last 3 yrs the grandparents are throwing them out! Yes evicting all 3 to the street. So she is bawling her eyes out they have nowhere to go & want to come down here. That means plane fare & taxi to get here. WITH NO MONEY!!! She thinks she is going to lose the baby cuz she is now under stress. Oh by the way,her husband is a 21yr old adhd person. She is 26. He and she know I cant deal with him. Yes he's on meds but lays around all day or watches tv. Notice I didnt say interacting with his kid?? Nope that's my job. That is how he was raised he says. It's women's work. They think I should take them all in now. I DONT HAVE THE $$ !!!! I live off a meager dividend check every month. I cant feed myself & my daughter knows it! She kept me up late last night crying & calling to say she's going to be homeless! Omg I think Im going to go vomit now 8:08am. Im just so so stressed out.
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Yes, seniors deserve some TLC n etc n it seems she is already doing that n some. I would talk to your mom's physician about what is going on if u can n see what they suggest. On the blue area above top of the page you will see, "Caregiver Support." Hover over it with your mouse n u should see a drop box list. "Finding Agencies on Aging." There should be one in your local area that can help with different resources. Yet, remember that u can only do so much n that "YOU" do have your own life to live too.
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Seniors deserve some TLC & companionship.
Please call your local Senior Center , they may have a program set up with volunteers to make home visits.
Please talk to the Senior director there.
Our area Senior clubs do have this program & if yours doesn't they may consider one if you mention it.
Best wishes.
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