I am finding it harder and harder to forgive the cursing and things that are said to me when my mother goes into these rages. The hatred that comes out of her is so hurtful. After all I do for her without any help this is what I get. I know she has no control over it and I do walk away but her words are like knives cutting into me. I don't know how much more I can take. Thanks for letting me vent.