Dad tired of living. Any suggestions?

When will people realize that older people feel this way - their lives are over and all those close are gone. They are lonely and filled with pain and can't do much. Instead of fighting the issue, consider it would be a kindness if he found peace. I am at this point now with all that is happening and I just want to be "understood" and not argued with. It is my life. Let him have peace by just listening and understanding. It would be the kindest thing you could do. Be there for him so he knows you love him.

The last year has seen many of us become depressed, more so than usual. While you’ve gotten a lot of feedback about right to die, etc. is it possible a mild antidepressant might actually improve his outlook? After my FIL died in 2012, my MIL said she was “ready to die,” which shocked and worried all of us. Today, at nearly 98, she will still say she is ready to join him, but also says she will make it to 100.

Our Mother probably felt the same way, but we couldn't understand her speech. She was actually waiting for us to tell her it was ok to die. As soon as we did . . Well, you know the rest. We were also of the mind if she wants cake - let her eat cake. I always had a candy in my hand when I visited, and she knew it. She checked out my hands every time. I'm sure you've been told that they usually remember the past. Mother had a lot of happy times traveling. When I talked about that stuff - she responded sometimes, and at the nursing home where I volunteered they loved music. We'd sing and then we'd laugh. Sometimes there is sadness with music. I'm sorry you're having such trouble. How old is he? Can you take him out in the car? Does he eat alone in his room? One suggestion - don't argue with him. I would always discuss Mom's grocery list with her. She'd look at me like she understood every word. Before I'd leave the facility, I'd give her a kiss to fold in her hand, in case she needed it for later. I never saw her open her hand after I put the kiss there.

ask about hospice...

yup one doctor had it right... the right to die.... dr. K?
anyway, hone his wishes... keep him comfortable. My LO isn't moved out of her bed anymore. Everytime you touch her, it hurts... "ouch".. I barely put a finger on her knee. :(
At this point, I don't ask the caretakers to move her... it hurts her.. physically? not sure... but her first response is --- ouch... stop that.... so, it's okay... don't move her any more than is necessary...keep her clean, fed, and clean...
ever since she got the vaccine.. she is asleep every time I see her... she is asleep.. I don't want to wake her... I touch her knee when she is asleep... it doesn't hurt...
only when she is awake and she sees me touch her knee, it hurts :(

Your dad is 90 yrs old. Times have changed. His “good old days” were simpler, slower paced, more predictable. What he sees now in society doesn't interest him. There is nothing to look forward to for him. He's witnessed a lot in his 90 yrs and I'm sure he believes his was a life worth living. For him it's time to call it a day. He's ready to move on, you have to be ready for him to do that also.

Several others have mentioned reminiscing. That's a good idea. Talk to him about his past. Talk about his childhood, how he met your mother, page thru albums, if you have some, make your talks about him.

I think we are always trying to find something that will "interest" a person of advanced age, but he expresses it well: "I'm not interested in this program". There is hardly anything "new" that interests a person who is ready to die. His life is all in the PAST and he knows it. So talk to him about his PAST.

What was your first job? What was your boss like? Where did you meet your wife? Where was your first home as a couple? Did you move often? What advice would you give to young people about marriage? Do you remember when Pearl Harbor was bombed? What Presidents do you remember best? What job did you enjoy most in your life (or dislike most) and why? How would you advise a person following your line of work? What advice would you give to parents in today's world? Where were you the day Kennedy was assassinated? Where were you when men first landed on the moon? What do you think about the space program? Its future? Where did you learn to use computers (if you did).

There is no end of questions to ask. Let him re-live for you what has been important to him. That's where his interests lie. Then the only thing you need to do is listen. You may have already heard his stories and opinions, but he won't mind repeating (if you can be patient enough to hear them again). There is nothing people enjoy more than talking about themselves. That doesn't change with age.

I know what you mean. My father (now passed) used to say the same thing. Depending on your fathers beliefs, we would always tell our dad, "When God is ready he will be ready for you, but not yet". Does your dad like to look at pictures of birds, trains, anything that he used to be interested in? If so, find a book with pictures. Does he enjoy movies, I am sure they have "movie" time at the facility where he is at. I know most men don't enjoy bingo, where my dad was they played bingo a couple times a week. My dad didn't play but some people did. Winter is a bad time for alot of people as the days are shorter in daylight and cold/dreary. Maybe engage him in stuff that he remembers when he was little, how they lived, what he did for jobs, what kind of cars did they have, etc. I would talk or ask my dad about some of the cars they had, etc. (I did this when he got frustrated over something little). Just let him know that when the "higher power" is ready for him, it will then be time to go. Tell him that the "higher power" is getting things ready but he will have to be patient. I wish you luck. its hard to hear them talk like that but it is what they think about at times.

Thank you for your stories. I love my almost 100 year-old mother dearly, and see to her material needs as I can, but I could not lie next to her, or play scrabble, or reminisce with her, or massage her, now or when the time comes. You tender care givers of your dear ones are inspiring and make me envy your relationships with your parents. You should be proud of those relationships and let them give you comfort!

Imho, many people can benefit from an Ott light for winter blues, although your father may indeed be ready to go.

Have you considered giving him the right to decide when he wants to die? My own dear, dear mother, at 92, decided to stop eating. Nobody forced anything on her. I had been feeding her for some time, but it was clear to me that she wanted to die and that was her right. I miss her so much.

many times at the end of ones life hunger diminishes the body is getting ready to go. I always have thought that Hospice care is good. Sometimes we can let them know that it’s okay to feel that way and you love them and just be there for them without words. Let them know you love them in ways. some times they try an stay for you. A nurse told us in the hospital that sometimes a person goes when you are not there. I have been with my brothers and sister. All of them passed when I was not there in the hospital.

I asked Dad at 94 if he wanted to get better or if he was too tired after a few small strokes and a small heart attack. He told me he wanted to get better, but he was too tired. I told him we loved him and would take care of Mom. He slowly slipped away, trusting me to understand and I do. Mom is now going slowly (3 years later). She has dementia but she is happy and knows she is loved and appreciated. If Dad is ready to go, just give him all the love you can and help him remember the good things from his life. It is the best thing you can do and the easiest way to say goodbye.

One idea that really helped my mom and has helped countless others are some inexpensive headphones available through www.AliveInside.org . Check out the website. This is an amazing group that offers these headphones which have an easy way to download A LOT of a loved one's favorite music. There is a documentary about the miracles they are achieving by loading these headphones with old tunes for the elderly, those with dementia, and even those that have been unreachable in other ways. If you haven't seen it, check it out! My mom loved her headphones and all the old jazz we downloaded. Then we passed them on to a 94 year old friend who has been locked down and he loves them also!

Many of us have had this experience with loved ones. One day my Dad refused to get out of bed, refused to eat and died within 2 days. His choice and really a good death. In the meantime, I find. Ideas of small children and cute animals can give some relief and bring an occasional smile.

My mother in law had the same problem before she passed away. She also had a phase of saying that all her relatives are gone and refused to see television. I did keep her up to date on weather and events in town. I tried to keep her entertained by reading her the bible and also singing some spiritual songs. Maybe there is something that he would like to listen.

I think I would feel the same in his situation. As hard as it may be, I think we have to acknowledge when people feel that way and listen. His life is not going to improve so if he doesn't want to get up, then understand and if he will only eat ice cream or cake or whatever so be it, give him his favourite food. He wants to leave, so awful as that might be, make him as comfortable as you can while he waits. Just be there with him and reassure him.

He's in his 90's. I suggest you listen to him! He has every right to feel the way he does! If he doesn't want to eat any more, then don't force him to. In the end my Mother ate less and less. She barely drank any water and this went on for a long time before she finally passed. I miss her terribly. She was my best friend, but I was relieved she wouldn't have to lie there in bed anymore just waiting to die.

I myself, don't feel like living and I am only 66. If a person is not living, but merely existing, then they are not living.

When my father told me he didn't want to live anymore I didn't know what to say. I regret that I didn't pursue the conversation with him but just left him hanging. Shortly after he told me that, he was diagnosed with non-Hodgkin's lymphoma and given four weeks to live, without treatment. After three weeks of radiation, he was very near death and the doctor wanted to insert a stomach tube to continue treatment. At that time I asked his physician to help us discuss hospice care. My dad embraced the idea and we took him home. He died 28 days later at home, under my care, on his own terms. My book, Loving Choices, Peaceful Passing: Why My Family Chose Hospice tells our story. I suggest you get a copy of Five Wishes (five wishes.org) and go over it with him to see what he really wants as he lives out his final days.

Castone, thank you for your responses to us. So often people ask a question and are never seen again. We so appreciate that you took the time to respond. Our hearts are with you.

When dementia advances to this degree, it's natural for your father to want to stop living. He's tired. Not everybody WANTS to live and prolong the suffering that goes along with dementia, and to suggest otherwise is not accepting or validating your father's WISHES in the matter. Please don't think YOU are doing 'something wrong' here or that you can change his attitude if you take him home & make every moment of his life a joyride. Yeah, no............not likely to happen, my friend.

My mother is 94 & in a similar situation to your father. I listen to her tell me daily how she's ready to die and I actually commiserate with her b/c I'm validating HER feelings about her OWN life and death here. She says I don't understand how much pain & suffering she's going through *when she's lucid enough to speak like this* and I agree with her. Every night I pray that God comes to take her Home. She deserves peace.

I suggest you get a hospice evaluation for your father asap. They won't force him to eat or sleep less; they will accommodate him and make him as comfortable as possible until his time comes to enter the next phase of his eternal life. They won't try to suggest giving him a happy pill because let's face it, dementia has ruined the quality of his life..........why should he WANT to extend it? That's what blows my mind; when people suggest prolonging a demented elder's life no matter WHAT. Why? My DH and I have already had the discussion about 'what to do' if one of us gets diagnosed with ALZ/dementia, and extending our lives is not one of the options.

Wishing you the best of luck with acceptance of your father's wishes and peace with all of it.

My 92 yr old mother wanted to live. She said choice to live or die at any age. Find something he enjoys. Movement. Involve him in something. Laundry (fold towels, etc.). Sing. Play music. Up beat. Get him to dance to music. Children and pets. Family. Don’t put him somewhere depressing. No nursing home. But maybe a new friend his age. Pictures and videos. Can make some happy, some sad. Give him important role in life. Talk about his life and video tape it. Ask questions. Get him to tell stories. That will keep him friends and family alike. Ask him What is favorite memory. Play. Laugh. Tell jokes, riddles. Get him new friend/family (pet). But not a big strong dog that could knock him over. A lap dog. Movement will help a lot. Somewhere to go. Church. Car ride. Some reason to get out of bed. Be careful that he doesn’t fall. Life is miracle. Live each day. Each phase of life can be hard. I took care of my mother 24/7until she passed. Best time. I got the I love you. Non movement makes you stiff. Go for walks. But of course not bad weather. The indoor mall or food store. Get a cart. Bring a small towel to put over handle. When this virus time is over do this. Communication. Attention. Hugs. Good luck. Today will only be today. You never know when our last moment will be. Check vitamin D and Thyroid. Could make depressions worse. His family and friends are gone. But he still has you. With this virus, it’s safer to stay home. Does he get up for meals, bathing or potty trips? Eating. He should have favorite. Old people like ice cream. Get ensure ( check all to see which has best that he needs ( protein, etc.). Put the ensure in breakfast oatmeal,etc. make sure he moves = circulation. Non movement can cause wounds.

I know this upsets you, and I'm sure you want to relieve his emotional pain.
I would suggest that you not ask him what is wrong and be as positive as you can when you talk to him. Does he have any favorite books? Perhaps you could read to him.You don't say if he is a man of faith, but if so, reading some of the Psalms to him might comfort him. Would he play a board game or a card game with you?

One thing I wish I had done when my grandparents and parents were still alive was to ask them about other family members and identify old photos. Perhaps that would give him a feeling of purpose. Does he have grandchildren or great-grandchildren who could call or visit him or send him a card or drawing they made?

I'm not one of those who likes to bring up memories, because it reminds me of what I have lost. You would have to judge whether your dad would like to think about old times or if it would just make him sad.

Does he have any friends who might call him and chat or visit him? I've seen a lot of old guys getting together at McD's or some place several mornings to have coffee and shoot the bull. Would he like to do something like that?

As others have said, you should talk to his doctor if you haven't already, and if it is his time to go, then nothing will prevent that. It's just sad that he is so depressed. Hope you find a way to help him and to ease your worry.

first the basics of fresh air and sunshine, water. Not eating is difficult and very common when someone is nearing their last days. Eating with them usually helps rather than trying to eat alone. Make sure he knows how appreciated he is and you enjoy his company...assure him he is not a burden. What has been his interests in the past? WWII? Watch some good WWII movies with him. Being outside lifts the spirits. Do what you can, but many times our loved ones have come to peace with when the hour comes they are ready . Btw for winter months when too cold for outside or too gloomy, try a light therapy lamp. Companionship and affirmation is key. Always get his opinion and inputs. God bless!

I would talk to him, and remind him of fond memories of the past....it may stimulate his mind, and if nothing else it will take his mind to another place.... I'm sure it's very hard to see your dad in this state, and I hope you can both find some kind of comfort during this tough time.........

My aunt was saying similar things, and she'd even joke about blowing her own brains out with her 9mm handgun sometimes, which was... highly disturbing to say the least. I know she was just joking since she's a catholic, but still. Anyway, the doctors diagnosed her with late-stage dementia, which can cause severe depression. Honestly, I believe that people should be able to die whenever they want to at older ages. Keeping someone alive into their hundreds when they just want to pass on is rude. All the hospitals care about is draining older people of all of their money. Now, before someone calls me insensitive, think about it like this. In the old days, before medical science came along and f***ed up the cycle, old people were considered to be 50-70 years old. They could still somewhat function. Now compare that to my aunt who's 96 years old this year and your father who's 90. At those ages, they have so many pills that they can't even remember if they took them all. She had to take 20 pills every single morning, each for something different, She can't walk more than a couple of steps, she can't drive, she can't make her own food, she can't play with her cat, and everyone she knew well has already died. My grandpa before that lived to be 98 before he refused to eat and passed away. They refused to put him down and made him starve himself to death instead. I think more people should be wary of the medical system in America because it's a disgustingly corrupt system that preys on those in need. Not to mention, we pay more for everything, and we're still the least insured developed country in the WORLD!

I'm so sorry for your father and for you for having to see him like this.

I was in the same situation; my father was grieving my mom (his wife of almost 60 years) who passed away on Christmas day and didn't want to live anymore. The best I could do was keep him company, play his favorite card game as often as we could, pay attention to him and let him know that he mattered and I needed him here as he did make a huge difference. Just be with him in the present and try not to worry about what tomorrow will bring. My heart goes out to you both.

Please get him to see a geriatric psychologist. Depression is very common in seniors - and can be successfully treated.

What a kind and compassionate answer, AlvaDeer! And what a precious opportunity for you, castone. All the best!

Sounds like he has just lost the will to live.

My Dad is 96 but he has dementia and says he's going to live to be 100.

I tell the Caregivers to let him do whatever he wants as I feel at that age, he deserves it.

If he wants to have a snack every couple hours, let him.

Let him watch TV whenever he wants.

Redirect his talk about being ready to die.

He deffiently needs things to do, mostly, he needs Companionship.

He needs to do things he use to enjoy doing.

Every Day Play music that he use to like as Music is very soothing, can bring back good memories, very therapeutic.

Go thru old pictures and reminise with him about the good old days.

I give my Dad foot. Leg arms and feet massages with organic coconut oil and he loves it and always relaxes him and he goes right to sleep.

Old people do sleep a lot. They sleep on and off all day.

If he has problems sleeping at night ask his Dr about giving him an over the counter melatonin to help him sleep.

At that age, let him eat and drink what he wants as long as it's not alcohol.

At this age if he wants Little Debbie chocolate mini muffins and milk that's what he gets.

If he doesn't feel like eating my rule to the Caregivers is Never Force Him To Eat! Just save the food and offer it a little later. He'll eat when he's hungry.

Old people lose their taste as they age and that's why they lean towards liking sweets.

Old people especially ones with dementia even will forget how to eat and swallow and don't want to because they think they will choke.

My Dad started spitting out his food after chewing it instead of swallowing it so he couldn't eat meat and other foods any longer so I went to easy foods like pancakes and syrup, apple sauce, oatmeal, eggs, yogurt, mash potatoes and gravy, soup, beans and cornbread, baby food chicken sausages, ensure. Breakfast drinks, Breakfast Fruit Bars, Shakes, Ice Cream, Doughnut and muffins nothing with nuts or berries or even tiny bits of onion or relish in a potato salad, if he felt a pc in his mouth, he would spit it out like we would if we got a bone thinking it was a foreign object, that's when we switched to soft food.

He needs to be stimulated...

Play Cards or Dominos with him..

Buy him lg pc puzzles, lg size paint by number, easy kids model plane, car to put together and paint.

NEVER EVER ALLOW A FEEDING TUBE!

Remember, in the end it is his life and if he's ready to go let him go.

Also please go over his meds tgat may be making him feel suicidal and make sure he does not have a UTI.

Dissues with him and have a Do Not Resuscitate.

Prayers

My father said the same thing to me many times and quite frankly, I totally understood. His quality of life was a slog, with dementia, disability, loneliness. I felt so sorry for him. Eventually he lost interest in reading and TV and just laid in bed a lot and dozed. At the end he told the nurses he was going to stop eating and he did. It took him 2 weeks to die.

I want to impress on you that this is natural. We just get tired at the end and you will hear this is very common. I liked Alvadeer's suggestion. Honor and acknowledge his words and try to help him feel loved. That’s all any of us can do.